3.3.03 its been a while, eh?

ok so basically, i havent written in a while, and tonight i feel like doing so because id much rather update than work on a paper for gormon. so far, i cant really think of what to write, so lets have a recap of the weekend:

On Friday:
+. hung out with carol and laura. went to the scottis in gillette to get our atreyu tickets. there was a massive line for nfg/good charlotte tickets, was a good day to be alive and avid photo takers.
+. after that we ventured to the scottis in summit, hoping for a somewhat same line. there wasnt. stopped off in there and talked with one of the people who work there. basically, he asked whats up with me not coming in anymore. told him i got a job and he didnt believe me. ruled. that girl that works there is too hot, like fucking really. purchased the open hand cd and was very VERY disapointed. fucking hate when that happens.
+. after scottis was lauras house, followed by the woodbridgemall. basically we spent our night there just wandering around. for a long time i debated on whether to buy a little kids track jacket or not, an over the shoulder bag or not, and ifi should steal a cell phone accessory or not. went to mcdonalds and used a $100 bill. felt like a king.

On Saturday:
+. i worked from 1-5. sucked because the director there seemed somewhat sexist, so i worked the floor for a good period of time, possibly more than i should have. justyna was sympathetic and it was nice. she tried to make it so i could take basketball shots withthe kids but the director persisted i work the floor and SHE take shots. the sexist director worked me so much that i did deskwork during my break. during.my.break. got a ride home from justyna.
+. at like 8 jared saved me from horrible horrible boredom and we made our way to matts house. there, we watched home videos with aaron, bill, and matt. were joined by dan and etc, then mike and dave, then ryan, liz, and christine. i must say, matts mom seems very patient with having a housefull of kids. decided to go, and jared walked me home, which was nice. was a very nice ending to a horrible day.


today basically sucked, but whatever. now heres a survey! havent done one of these in a while:

ABOUT ME

-Spell your first name backwards? k2a

-The story behind your user name: what username

-Are you a lesbian? what

-Where do you live? marvelous new providence!

-Four words that sum you up: so fucking very awesome

-Wallet: i keep my bills rolled up

-Jewelry worn daily: black and pink rubber bracelets

-Pillow cover: ones that match my comfortor

-Blanket: lots of them

-Underwear: gap ones. same as the singer of hopesfall bro

-Shoes: saucony and not so much anymore chuck taylors

-Handbag: remember my man bag? remember it??

-Favorite top: hopesfall jogger/stephs middle school button up shirt

-Cologne/Perfume: what

-CD in stereo right now: i dont fuckin use stereos. fuckin mp3 player

-Tattoos: im going to go nuts with tattoos. i want to get this crazy design thats like two swords ripping out my skin in my neck/clavicle area. go to www.convergecult.com look at photos and look at the singer. thats where its at.

-Piercings: none.

RIGHT NOW

What are you wearing? nora hoodie and the one pair of diesel jeans i always wear

Hair: wet

Makeup: whore makeup

In my mouth: whore makeup

In my head: asimo. fucking honda

Wishing: i had a car.

After this: going to bed

Talking to: uh

Eating: nothing. what did you expect

WHO/WHAT

Fetishes? i dont know

Murder: i dont think i could ever murder someone, unless they like killed someone i knew and care about or something. i dont know.

Is next to you? cell phone and a national geographic

Some of your favorite movies: you fucking know. well the last movie i really liked watching was good will hunting. dont know why, just loved it.

Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: going crazy at atreyu. first show in a long time, thank god.

The last thing you ate: some pasta at dinner

Something that you are deathly afraid of: sharks. definitely sharks. and probably robbers.

I Believe

Do you believe in love? yeah sure why not

Do you believe in soul mates? well im sure that there is always going to be someone that matches more perfectly to me than others

Do you believe in love at first sight? fhfdfdhs i believe in fist fucking. how about that.

Do you believe in Heaven? well, id really like to know there was a heaven. im just not sure.

Do you believe in forgiveness? would i forgive you if you ate my bread? yeah. if you killed my dad? probably not, no.

Do you believe in God? to tell you the truth, i really dont know. i know there were days where id be a dick and say "NO RELIGION IS GAY" but now i just dont know.

RANDOM

What do you want done with your body when you die? stuffed in a really heroic position. or stuffed so it looks like i was a really good soccer player

Who is your worst enemy? well everytime andrew ferrera looks at me i want to beat his face in. dont know why. probably because he thinks im gay and fears it.

If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? paris

What is the latest you've ever stayed up? ?

Can you eat with chopsticks? yeah of course

What are 5 places you wouldn't mind relocating to? philly, boston, orange county, long island, i dunno, either east coast or orange county

What are some of your favorite pig out foods? uh, popcorn.

What's something that you wish people would understand? pi

What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow? me not like die suddenly

Favorite color? faint greys on white

What is the most important thing in your life? the idea that when im older its going to fucking be awesome

Your future kids names? havent really thought of it

Do you think women are better than men? i dont know

Britney Spears. Annoying bitch or kicks some serious ass? i dont care. why care about someone who doesnt change your life at all.

Anyway, what DO you listen to?? american nightmare

Do you believe in education?? no, not really.

If you had one wish and you could wish for anything in the world, what would it be? i dont know. basically i just wish that i could be in the scene for as long as i can, and never have to get a real job. just work, have fun, and just love it

What is your motto or favorite quote? "habeas meum cordem." that or "hide your heart." i really believe in that one.

What famous person do people say you look like?? one time when aaron, paul, and etc came back from a fata show, they said i looked exactly like brian from fata.

What's the best piercing spot?? im not sure anymore. im starting to realize that piercings look really bad on most people. like everyone.

Recommend a book: high fidelity. about a boy.

Do you believe that we're not alone in the universe? yes

Would you ever kill a person? didnt you already ask this?

What would you want to be reincarnated as? a new person.

2.14.03

today was a pretty awesome day. woke up, did the usual, etc etc etc. afterschool i began WORK at SCORE! which was very crazy....but not really actually. worked from 3:30-7:10 and it was ok. after that i called mike, he wasnt there, but then he called back like two minutes later. met up with that man and hung out the whole night. did things like slide down the HUGE snow pile in town and ate at the dinner.

Quote of the Night: "uh oh, my bad" - Brian Lendach after spilling a whole glass of water at our table. the other day i took my 2000th picture on my HP camera, was pretty weird. heres a photo update for all of you.

mike!

2.12.03 hmm.

ok so today was very basic, with school and all. not very interesting actually. tonight i go to score to do all the registration business. crazy.

Top 5 Songs For This Week:
Hearts - American Nightmare (The Isn't Getting Any Brighter version)
End of An Era - Hopesfall
New Years Project - Further Seems Forever
Anatomy of the Journey - Boys Night Out
Lover I Don't Have to Love - Bright Eyes

those 5 songs have been on heavy rotation on my iPod.

signed up for track today. short sprints and long jump. gonna start my training this weekendddd.

fuck, this update is so boring.